Baby Boy Wilreker

It's been almost three weeks.  I thought about what to make of this blog.  I mean, at the end, I will be fine, life will be fine, but I have been put into a situation that not everyone (thankfully) gets to experience.  I thought to myself, why not let people in as to what the experience is really like?  So when reading this post, keep that in mind. This place breaks you, it really does, and I think everybody breaks eventually.  I'm having trouble sleeping at night, I find myself starting to isolate but hating the isolation.  COVID-19 has a lot to do with it.  All House activities cancelled, movie theaters closed, gyms are closing down, things in general are closing down.  No visitors allowed in the hospital or at the House. I always knew I was going to have to do a lot of this journey alone, mostly because of logistics.  With a husband who has to work to help pay for the kid to be alive (and the kid already here) and me being able to take...